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Too Far Apart

by Jeremy Nash

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1.
It’s been thirteen months and nothing’s changed but my socks If only I had the power to turn back the clocks Or maybe spring ahead, to see what I’d find But with daylight savings, I’m always wishing to rewind You know, all this waiting, it really takes its toll I could get up from this sleeping, but I’ve been on such a roll I’ve got this predisposition to leave it up fate But when daylight savings rolls around, it might be too late So let’s all tell ourselves That we don’t need saving, no, we don’t need saving, no So let’s all tell ourselves We don’t need saving, no It’s been thirteen months and I’m still curled up in a ball None of us can remember when the summer turned to fall We’re ripe for the picking, like apples on a tree And I’m ready for daylight savings to come and rescue me So let’s all tell ourselves That we don’t need saving, no, we don’t need saving, no So let’s all tell ourselves We don’t need saving, no All my life I’ve been saving up But all those years, they’ve been burning up You use it or you lose it, or so they say Just don’t tell me I threw it all away So let’s all tell ourselves That we don’t need saving, no, we don’t need saving, no So let’s all tell ourselves We don’t need saving, no
2.
I’m usually no alarmist But I’ve got this sense of impending doom I keep thinking about her But she forgets about me as soon as I leave the room And I guess nothing’s for certain But I’m thinking that I’m too young to die And though I keep trying to kiss her If I get too close, I should kiss my soul goodbye Oh, cause she’s a reaper Ominously hovering, waiting for the time to strike Oh, she seemed like a keeper But the lady is a genuine gentleman killer, alright Not that I consider myself an optimist But this paranoia is pushing the extreme I went through her clothes for any long black hooded items And when she went into the kitchen, I could have sworn I heard somebody scream Oh, she’s a reaper Ominously hovering, waiting for the time to strike Oh, and I just can’t cheat her Because the lady is a genuine gentleman killer, alright I found no fossils in her closet But with a girl like her, it’s the present that hold the worst surprise Last night I stopped by uninvited And there she was cozying up to a couple other guys I can’t believe my eyes Oh, she’s a reaper Ominously hovering, waiting for the time to strike Oh, and I’m sinking deeper Because the lady is a genuine gentleman killer, alright
3.
You and I, we grew so far apart You and I, we grew so far apart You grew wings and I grew a tail To hang myself every time I fail To fly away with you Nothing else will do You and I, we grew too far apart You and I, we’re oh so different now You and I, we’re oh so different now You grew fingers and I grew claws To dig in the dirt and hide all my flaws Just don’t look at me There’s nothing here to see You and I, we grew too far apart I can’t see you across the water I just see everything we could have had These monsters on this island, with beaks and fangs and pointy ears Will torture me until I disappear You’re so cool, I wish I was the same You’re so damn cool, I wish I was the same Natural selection, it favored you And I’ll die alone, I ain’t nothing new And I’m so sorry now For not keeping you around Cause you and I, we grew too far apart
4.
How am I supposed to feel? Do I owe you any sympathy after this whole ordeal? How was I supposed to know That you had this other side of you when you don’t let it show And I don’t understand the ways You get the other boys to fall in love with you these days And I don’t even have a clue Why you tell yourself you don’t regret, when we both know you do It’s been a long night, and I don’t even care If you’re standing upright or if there’s liquor in your hair I know you want some fun but I ain’t ever going there Somebody else can take you home Find somebody else to take you home I thought I knew you pretty well But when I took you on the town that whole perception went to hell I don’t know where I can go from here But the red light of that exit sign is shining pretty clear As the music plays, you start looking worse and worse Should I call you a cab or find the number for a hearse? I know you’ve got some other fella’s number in your purse Maybe that sucker’ll take you home Find somebody else to take you home And I’m sure you think that you’ll never be denied But someday they’re gonna recognize just how hard you tried I think that L train driver’s looking to take you for a ride At least he’s getting paid to take you home Find somebody else to take you home
5.
Make my bed and tuck me in I hope that I don’t dream of you If I play dead, maybe your ghost Will give up haunting me the whole night through I’m at a point that I could go away If only you would So loosen those lips and clear your throat And tell me I did all I could Tell me I did all I could do for you I did all I could do for you I did all I could do for you Half a heart, is all you gave me Always keeping me in dark But if you’re so smart, then you ought to know That half a heart is just a question mark You’re a pretty girl, but you’re not worth all of this If only I had understood That you had no knife to cut the cord So now tell me I did all I could Tell me I did all I could do for you I did all I could do for you I did all I could do for you I think it’s better off this way And I know that I’ll know that someday But all I can see today Is every time I couldn’t make a play So if you could just send me on my way And tell me I did all I could Tell me I did all I could do for you I did all I could do for you I did all I could do for you
6.
Filters 03:13
When I look at you, all I can see Is just how blind my eyes can be Seeing things that could have been true But all of these filters, they filter out the real you Plodding along, I see names that I’ve known On all of these signs I pass on my way home The streets all around, they are vibrant and warm But through the filters, all I see is an oncoming storm All I want to do is stay out of sight If I run into you, it’ll flatten my night And I’m telling myself that I’ll work it out But these filters, they fill up my head full of doubt Then I sit down with you, and I know nothing’s wrong I can see through the filters I’ve had up for so long If I retune the settings and change a few wires I can filter out all but my deepest desires If I retune the settings and change a few wires I can filter out all but my deepest desires
7.
We’re like two happy turkeys on the day before Thanksgiving We don’t know how fortunate we are to be among the living We don’t have the nicest plumage, we’re a little underfed But those folks with silly hats are gonna rip us both to shreds She’s just the kind of woman that I didn’t know I needed All my notions of a pretty girl she slowly superseded She don’t wear those neon stockings, she’s not covered in tattoos When we walk the lonely avenue, all the pilgrims get all confused We’re like two happy turkeys on the day before Thanksgiving We don’t know how fortunate we are to be among the living We don’t have the nicest plumage, eating all this dried up grass But those folks with silly hats are gonna blunderbuss our ass When she wakes up in my sweatpants, she don’t need a change of clothes When I go out in her sweatshirt, I’m hoping that nobody knows That while she’s fearless toward the carving knife and all its worn cliché I pray to all the turkey gods for strength to walk that lonely way We’re like two happy turkeys on the day before Thanksgiving We don’t know how fortunate we are to be among the living We don’t have the nicest plumage, we’re a little underfed But those folks with silly hats are gonna rip us both to shreds
8.
Wedding Ring 04:30
I am uncertain of Whether you think of love I sit alone tonight Hoping you’re tucked in tight Alone The weather thinks it’s fine But yours beats the hell out of mine I know you’re perfect in the rain Don’t let the sunlight cause you pain Alone, alone I’ve gotta worry cause I’m the jealous guy But I wish I could kiss you under this cloudy sky I’ll see you in some distant spring Just please keep on your wedding ring Alone I know it’s wrong to say But I hope you’re kept up late To shed a tear for every single day Like I’ve done since you’ve been away Cause I’m alone, alone I’ve gotta worry cause I’m the jealous guy But I wish I could kiss you under this cloudy sky Just close your eyes and try hear me sing Just don’t take off your wedding ring Cause I’m alone, alone
9.
Leaving the platform can be a crapshoot First look across the aisle, I know I lucked out on you But all the same, I know I’ll be leaving empty handed Is there any real way to talk to a girl on the subway, anyway? Trying to man up, fighting to keep from darting off Every time you look me in the eye It’s a habit that’s hard for me to avoid But there’s something intimate, like you can see the soul or something deep And I want to reach out, I want to feel something I want to make some kind of connection But it’s too much to feel this way on this Queens-bound train Feel the car shifting, back and forth The forces that push you as I pull I wonder if you’re thinking what I’m thinking, but probably not Cause when you looked at me I couldn’t return the favor And I want to reach out, I want to feel something I want to see you in something a little more revealing But I probably shouldn’t say that out loud on this Queens-bound train I wish these symptoms were confined to the transit system And I want to say I want to believe in you But there’s so much doubt, so much doubt deep down in there And I want to reach out, I want to feel something I want to run away from this city with a girl like you I don’t know you but hey, babe, it seems like you’ll do Hey you’re all I’ve got on this Queens-bound train
10.
I want to have insomnia with you I want to have insomnia with you If I’m gonna be staying up this whole night through Then I’d love to be staying up with you You say life’s better in the sun But when the light has said goodnight, another life has just begun I’ve got no plans, I don’t even need romance Just don’t let me say this day is done I want to have insomnia with you I want to have insomnia with you I should hone in on melatonin, but that ain’t ever gonna do When I could be staying up with you I know tomorrow, you’ve got somewhere to be But do you think you can sacrifice a couple hours’ sleep on account of me? I know there’s more, tomorrow’s knockin’ on the door But for now that’s just an empty guarantee I want to have insomnia with you I want to have insomnia with you You can take me out till six, baby I don’t care what we do As long as I’d be staying As long as I’d be staying As long as I’d be staying up with you
11.
Sometimes I wish I’d been on the road for ten years Traveled deep in the heart of America, seen all their hopes and their fears I’d been weathered by the pain I’ve come across Broke some hearts, had mine broken along the way Drowning in sin, digging for salvation Always driving toward some brighter day But my life didn’t play like a folk song It’d never tear at your heart My life never set me up to play that part Sometimes I wish I’d been a city boy from the start Maybe sometime back in the seventies, sometime that’d make it gritty and hard I’d have to fight through temptation and addiction Losing friends and lovers to those streets So when I’d name-drop Mulberry and Kenmare and Mott You know it’d all come out so bittersweet Cause for all the heartache, I’d know my life’s been more than complete But my life didn’t play like a folk song I saw that skyline from the outside looking in My life gave me windows to see the world but no doors to get out and live I was born in a hospital bed, not the backseat of some old rusty car And I grew up in a suburban town, with a half-assed view of the stars The American dream got its clutches on me From an awkward and early age So you can say that I haven’t really lived That I’ve gone and stuck myself into some circus cage Just like watching that big fancy tiger scratching his ass Ain’t worth putting up on that center ring stage But though my life didn’t play like a folk song I hope that you can find something to love Cause maybe your life was just as simple and sweet And for you that was more than enough I hope, for you, that was more than enough

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Produced by Breck Alan and Jeremy Nash
Engineered and Mixed by Breck Alan at Snacky Time Studios
Cover painting by Anthony Resto

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released June 12, 2012

Jeremy Nash - vocals, acoustic guitar, various extras
Didi Gutman - keyboards
Hans Holzen - electric guitar, mandolin, pedal steel
Aaron Johnston - drums
Jesse Murphy - bass
Brendan Dolan, Ed Giza, and Javi Silva - background vocals

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